I think I am going through some sort of depression and I think it is seasonal. The weird thing is that I know I am not the only one. I have a couple friends who are dealing with the same thing. I can feel it come over me in waves, like how it felt when I lost my first real high school love and I was on the mend but still not quite ready to move forward. I absolutely hate it, and I hate even more knowing there is no real reason for me to be feeling this way. I have so many blessings in my life and I should be joyous for all the gifts given to me but I am not. Geez even typing this out is making me want to cry but I just can't seem to boil that over either. I feel like if I could then I would start feeling better. I wanted to post about this because I figure if I am feeling this way and I know there are at least two of my close friends feeling this way as well then maybe someone else out there needs to know they aren't alone. If you are feeling down and just want to vent about it, please post. This spring fever is getting to me and if it's getting to you too I want to give you a virtual hug! Hang in there!
and so, silently i float to you
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